Sunday, May 31, 2009

Three GI resisters tell their stories

Three GI resisters tell their stories

http://www.workers.org/2009/us/three_gi_resisters_0604/

By Dee Knight
Published May 29, 2009

In real life Travis Bishop is best known for his acoustic country
music CD, "So Here We Go." He is also known as Sgt. Bishop, currently
AWOL from Fort Hood after refusing to deploy with the 57th Elite
Service Battalion to Afghanistan. He told his story recently in
fthoodsoldiervoices.blogspot.com.

"A few days before I was set to deploy, I was approached by members
of an organization who told me that I had a choice. They told me that
they were here to support me, and that if I really was against the
war our country was currently in, I could choose not to go. All those
old feelings and worries came back with a vengeance, and I began to
question the war again. After a full day of thinking, the only reason
I had come up with for me to go was the fact that my best friend was
going too. ... I hope that he can forgive me one day.

"So the afternoon I was set to deploy, while everyone else was
loading their gear in the van headed toward the airfield, I loaded my
gear in my car, and left. It was the hardest decision I have ever made."

Bishop doesn't want to be AWOL for months or think of himself as a
deserter. But, he says: "I believe that this particular war is
unjust, unconstitutional and a total abuse of our nation's power and
influence. And so, in the next few days, I will be speaking with my
lawyer, and taking actions that will more than likely result in my
discharge from the military, and possible jail time ... and I am
prepared to live with that."

After five months in the Army, Dustin Che Stevens sat down during
Airborne graduation in 2002 in order to refuse graduation. He was
told to go home and wait for his discharge. Seven years later, he was
arrested after being stopped for a traffic violation in his hometown
of Louisville, Ky. He is charged with desertion. He is now awaiting
court martial at Fort Bragg, N.C.­"Home of the Airborne." While
waiting, Stevens told Courage To Resist: "I started reading
[literature on conscientious objection] and started thinking for
myself. I knew in my heart and in my mind that I could not kill
anyone. ... I went back and told them that."

Stevens will be court-martialed unless he "volunteers" to deploy to
Afghanistan. He shares a tiny 8-by-8-foot room with three other GIs
accused of desertion. He says there are about 60 others in detention,
most on AWOL charges, having left the Army during or after training.
"Lots of other guys return from AWOL and test positive for drugs, and
are processed out," he said. But if you return without evidence of
drug use, the Airborne wants you as a combat soldier in Afghanistan.

Stevens' attorney, James Branum, is determined to beat the desertion
charge and help him avoid a long prison sentence. To support Dustin
Che Stevens contact couragetoresist.org.

In a recent letter André Shepherd sent his "heartfelt thanks" to all
his supporters. Last Nov. 26 he applied for asylum in Germany. The
German Federal Office for Migration has not yet issued a decision,
which could take several more months. Commenting on his case, he
said: "This fight is not about a single soldier's bid for freedom.
Rather it is about whether or not the United States intentionally
violated international law and ultimately its own laws regarding wars
of aggression. Since the answer is so obvious, it should only be a
matter of time before we get a ruling to that effect. Nevertheless,
we have to remain vigilant in our efforts to claim victory.

"It is important to consider that although the War on Iraq is the
centerpiece of our arguments, we need to take a closer look at the
War on Afghanistan as well. ... It saddens me to say that we have
once again been hoodwinked into thinking that the actions of our
leaders were made purely by 'good intentions.' ... We must sound the
alarm on the destructive nature of this war, as well as the crimes
against humanity being perpetuated."

Shepherd continues a very active asylum campaign in Germany. He has
traveled across the country, "attending events and conferences that
feature not only me, but other soldiers from around the world who
have also decided to resist our Government's imperialistic designs."
He has been featured on numerous major news outlets.

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

War Vets Testify Before Congress

Memorial Day Special…
Winter Soldier on the Hill:
War Vets Testify Before Congress

http://www.democracynow.org/2009/5/25/memorial_day_specialwinter_soldier_on_the

War veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan came to Capitol Hill this
month to testify before Congress and give an eyewitness account about
the horrors of war. Like the Winter Soldier hearings in March 2008,
when more than 200 service members gathered for four days in Silver
Spring, Maryland to give their eyewitness accounts of the injustices
occurring in Iraq and Afghanistan, "Winter Soldier on the Hill" was
designed to drive home the human cost of the war and occupation­this
time, to the very people in charge of doing something about it.

War veterans testifying before Congress,

AMY GOODMAN: War veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan came to Capitol
Hill to testify before Congress and give an eyewitness account about
the horrors of war. Like the Winter Soldier hearings, when more than
200 service members gathered for four days in Silver Spring, Maryland
to give their eyewitness accounts of the injustices occurring in Iraq
and Afghanistan, Winter Soldier on the Hill was designed to drive
home the human cost of war and occupation­this time, to the very
people in charge of doing something about it.

The name "Winter Soldier" comes from a similar event in 1971, when
hundreds of Vietnam vets gathered in Detroit. The term is derived
from the opening line of Thomas Paine's pamphlet The Crisis,
published in 1776. "These are the times that try men's souls. The
summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink
from the service of their country; but he that stands it now,
deserves the love and thanks of man and woman," Paine wrote.

Well, in a packed public hearing, the soldiers testified before a
panel of lawmakers from the Congressional Progressive Caucus. Today,
we spend the hour with their testimony. We begin with former Marine
sniper, Sergio Kochergin, giving a firsthand, behind-the-scenes
account of the initial days of the US invasion of Iraq.

SERGIO KOCHERGIN: As we cleared all the buildings and moved into the
city, and we finally had a time to take a little break, we found a
lot of left-behind vehicles, from pickup trucks all the way to luxury
Toyota Avalons with leather and sunroofs, which we used for perimeter
patrolling. The pickup trucks and the other vehicles were used for
the car derby. We would either ram into each other or just ram into
the walls, while Iraqi people watched us and were asking for
vehicles. We knew they were going to loot the cars, so we just
destroyed them, so that the people would not have a chance to take
them, except for the scraps.

We also were exposed to a lot of dead Iraqi citizens, either enemy
combatants or innocent civilians who were killed by initial air
strikes or invasion. At one point, after approaching dead bodies of
about four people, we began to take pictures and tried to move and
flip them over to try and identify them as civilians or enemy
combatants. A few days later, a family of the killed came by and
asked if we found anyone who was killed nearby. Me and another Marine
led the family to the dead corpses, and they were identified as their
sons and uncles and nephews of the family. It was very hard to see
the pain in the people's eyes from their loss. They began to cry and
point at us and at the sky and telling us that the planes killed
them, and it was our fault also. But we tried to explain to them that
it wasn't us.

Imam Ali Mosque in al-Najaf, Iraq, an influential Shiite cleric,
Ayatollah Mohammed Baqir al-Hakim, was killed with another 122
innocent people on August 30th of 2003. A few of our Marines went to
the hospital to provide security for all the relatives that were
trying to contact their families. When they came back, they said they
have never seen so much blood before. They said that they couldn't
even see the ground, so much blood and body parts were everywhere.
The suicide bombing was placed by al-Hakim's political and religious
opponent, al-Sadr. Unknown number of attacks have been organized by
al-Sadr's militia against innocent people of Iraq and against the
occupying forces.

One other responsibility we had in al-Najaf was to guard an
ammunition supply point about thirty miles northeast from our base.
Our job consisted of patrolling ASB, and when we came into contact
with Iraqis stealing stuff, we would take a physical action and to
make sure they would never come back. We would shoot their tires out
or shoot their windows, putting them on their knees like we're about
to execute them and just shoot in the air and laugh and yell at them
and tell them that the next time will be worse. Our orders directly
from command was to roughen up all the guys up. They would always
tell us that everybody is an enemy and that we can't trust them and
the only way to keep them in place is to put as much fear as possible
and to let them know that we're not playing around. During the
deployment in al-Najaf, nothing was fixed or intended on being fixed
at all, except keeping the city in the occupied hands and instill the
fear into the people at every chance we got.

My second deployment was in the city of Husaybah in Al Anbar province
in Al Qaim region on the Syrian border. First thing I want to talk
about is the drop weapons. Drop weapons are the weapons that are
given to us by our chain of command in case we kill somebody without
any weapons, and so that we would not get into trouble. We would
carry an AK-47, and if the person that was shot did not have the
weapon, an AK-47 would be placed at his corpse, and when the unit
would come back to the base, they would turn it in to identify the
shot man as the enemy combatant. The weapons could not come from
anywhere else but the higher chain of command, because after the
raid, all weapons were turned in into the armory and should have been recorded.

Two months into deployment, our rules of engagement changed to a
personnel with having a bag and a shovel at the intersection or on
the roads, that they were suspicious. This gave us a bigger window on
who we can engage. Looking at the situation, this point of view, a
lot of enemy combatants that we shot were in the wrong place at the
wrong time. We were tired, mad, angry, and we just wanted to go home
and stop this killing of our brothers. One of our intelligence
officers told us that they received a call from one of the sources in
the city telling them that there are fliers posted all over the town
that says that there are unknown snipers in the city, they kill the
insurgents and the civilians. We did not take into consideration that
the innocent people are being killed by us, because every time we
sent the pictures to the command post through the interlink system,
we would receive an approval to kill people with shovels and the bags.

Now, I know that it wasn't right to do that, but when you trust those
who act like they care for you, you listen to them and follow their
orders, because you don't want to let your friends down. "What if?"
was used as a propaganda and a way to relieve our minds from the
actions we have partaken in and make it easier on us.

Another thing I want to touch on is, problems with equipment are
another big problem. Where is all the money going that is given to
the military? During my first deployment, I had a Vietnam-era flak
jacket without a plate. My M-16 was made back in the late '70s. We
did not have enough night-vision goggles for everyone. While Marines
are patrolling in the Hummers every day and get blown up, because the
only protection they have are the flak blankets hanging from the
doors, while generals and colonels and other high-ranking officers
that leave a base once in awhile have brand new, fully armored
Hummers that are always spotless clean sitting on the base, while
other Hummers are bleeding with our brothers', sons', daughters',
sisters' blood every day.

When we all come back from Iraq and we seek help from our command,
they call us "weak" and "cowards." The lines for a psychologist is
almost a year long, and the only thing that can help us is the
alcohol and the prescription pills they're giving out to us like
candy to keep us down, because it seems like doctors don't want to do
their job and they just don't care. Use of drugs amongst the military
units is critical. We lost numerous numbers of people from failing
drug tests. They either want to get out, or they're just so messed
up, and the only one thing that can help them to escape is the drugs.

The last thing I want to tell you is about a roommate who we shared a
bathroom with, a Marine who was on the suicide watch for about few
months on and off. The last three weeks before we were deployed, he
was constantly on watch. A week before family day, when the family
comes in and says goodbye to their Marines before we deploy, he was
released from the watch, so that he would not say anything to his
parents, and he did not say anything to them. About a month into
deployment, he blew his brains out in the shower stall. Actions like
that show the poor judgment of our command just to have numbers for
the troops and just to keep their own skins safe. The Marine should
have never gone to Iraq in the first place, and nobody was held
responsible for his death. If there is no care for your own Marines,
what care do they have for the people of Iraq when they give the orders?

I want to thank you for your time, and I believe that you will make a
right decision and will help us to stop this inhumane treatment of
Iraqi people and the troops and stop occupation of Iraq and help us
to bring troops home. Thank you.

AMY GOODMAN: Former Marine sniper, Sergio Kochergin. Next up is
former Army Captain Luis Montalvan. He worked extensively for General
David Petraeus.

LUIS MONTALVAN: I wrote countless memoranda to my superiors
requesting more resources and personnel, but they went unanswered. In
Iraq, I witnessed many disturbing things. I witnessed waterboarding.
I was given unlawful orders by superiors to not offer humanitarian
assistance to refugees caught between Syrian and Iraqi borders. I
disobeyed those orders. I witnessed and participated in countless
massive operations led by American commanders whose metrics for
success were numbers of detainees apprehended without regard to the
real effects: tribal, ethnic, sectarian strife conducted by American
taxpayer-uniformed and–equipped militias the US military calls Iraqi
Security Forces.

Most reprehensible was that we have never had close to the amount of
troops we needed in Iraq. Yet from 2003 until today, General Sanchez,
Casey and Petraeus, among others, did not heed the requests of their
subordinate officers for more resources and more troops. Instead,
they perpetually painted a rosy picture of the situation to the
country, while the country fell into civil war. These generals
consistently overstated the strength and number of Iraqi Security
Forces to Congress and still do. The misrepresentation of the facts
should be grounds for courts-martial and criminal indictments.

I lost many friends in Iraq, American and Iraqi. Many Iraqi friends
continue to suffer as refugees inside and outside of Iraq. As a
matter of fact, an Iraqi friend, whom I consider a brother, named
Ali, is meeting with the United Nations High Commissioner for
Refugees office in Jordan today to process his application for asylum
under the United States Refugee Admissions Program. Recently, Ali
contacted me through my website asking for help. As a result, a few
of my comrades in the US Army sent him letters of support, since he
frequently risked his life to help us in 2003 and 2004. I pray that
Ali and many others are quickly helped.

I wish to focus this letter, Ted, on things we struggled­we both
struggled with enormously: negligence, dereliction of duty and
corruption. You believe Generals Joseph Fil and David Petraeus were
negligent and committed dereliction of duty. So do I. In the note you
addressed to Generals Petraeus and Fil found by your body that the
Army says is your, quote, "suicide note," you stated, quote, "You are
only interested in your careers and provide no support to your staff,
no mission support, and you don't care. I cannot support a mission
that leads to corruption, human rights abuses and liars. I am sullied
no more. I didn't volunteer to support corrupt, money-grubbing
contractors, nor work for commanders only interested in themselves."
The members of your family believe this note is a part of a journal
entry that was removed and placed near your body. Moreover, they told
me that they have not received your journal, among other personal effects.

While at the port of entry at Al Waleed in 2003, among the many
memoranda I submitted to my superiors was a report expressing the
need for an automated tracking system for immigration and emigration.
General Ricardo Sanchez and Paul Bremer sent a delegation to Al
Waleed to assess the port of entry for installation of the Personal
Identification Secure Comparison and Evaluation System, known as the
PISCES, to provide tracking of transnational movement of immigration
and emigration. When the team departed, they informed me that the
facilities would support installation of the PISCES. By the time my
unit, the 3rd Armored Cavalry Regiment, left in March 2004, PISCES
had not been emplaced.

In 2005, I returned to Iraq for a second tour. Assigned as the
regimental Iraqi Security Forces coordinator working for Colonel H.R.
McMaster, who has today been slotted for general, among my duties was
to oversee the development and security of the northern half of the
secured­of the Syrian-Iraqi border at the port of entry at Rabia. On
June 2005, Commander Guy Vilardi, working for Multi-National
Corps-Iraq, informed me that CPATT, a sub-entity, had possessed a
dozen PISCES in containers located in Baghdad. He also informed me
that they would install the systems in the near future.

Upon return to western Nineveh province, I informed my superiors,
including Colonel McMaster. In August 2005, General Joseph Fil,
commander of CPATT, visited Rabiya and briefed us­so that we could
brief him on the status of the Syrian-Iraqi Border. We briefed
General Fil, who scoffed at the notion of the installation of the
PISCES system and stated that the system was no good, and we don't
have them anyhow. I informed General Fil of my conversation with
Commander Vilardi, to which General Fil replied, "That's not true,
and the PISCES is no good anyhow." In January of 2006, shortly before
departure from my second tour, Colonel Carl Lammers of the United
States Marine Corps Reserve, sent an email on a secure network
indicating that, in fact, the PISCES systems were in containers in
Baghdad. I was outraged. As of March 2006, when the 3rd ACR departed
western Nineveh province, no PISCES or equivalent tracking system had
been installed in the Rabiya POE.

From 2007­from 2003 to 2007, no computer systems for tracking
immigration or emigration installed­were installed along the
Syrian-Iraqi border. This surely contributed to the instability of
Iraq. Foreign fighters and criminals were free to move
transnationally with little fear of apprehension. It is probable that
significant numbers of Americans and Iraqis were wounded and killed
as a result of this.

My­I see that I have one minute left, so I'll skip down to one more
important point. I witnessed contractual corruption on the point of
Lee Dynamics International. I have written testimony, notes from
Brigadier General­then-Brigadier General Bergner, on page four,
elucidating the fact that General Petraeus and General Fil had no
systems of accountability for thousands of weapons and no standard
operating procedures for the procurement, stowage and dissemination
of that equipment.

And lastly, I would end that, you know, for the past year and a half,
myself and a number of fellow veterans of Iraq have co-authored
pieces in the Washington Post, the New York Times, the San Francisco
Chronicle, among a number of other media outlets. And we have beaten
our drum to try to raise the issue of the dereliction of duty
committed by a number of generals who have been promoted and promoted
again and continue to perpetuate the lies and paint a rosy picture of
the situation of Iraq.

VINCENT EMANUELE: My name is Vincent J.R. Emanuele. I am a resident
of Indiana, and I served with the United States Marine Corps from
September 2002 through January of 2006 with the 1st Battalion, 7th
Marines, Alpha Company, 3rd Platoon as a rifleman and a squad
automatic machine gunner. I was deployed to Iraq in August of 2004,
where I spent my time in Iraq as a rifleman in 3rd Squad, 1st Team,
3rd Platoon. Our area of operation was a small border town a mile
south of the Euphrates and fifteen miles east of Syria called Al Qaim, Iraq.

The issues I will be discussing today include rules of the
engagement, or the breakdown thereof, the death of innocents, the
destruction of civilian property, the abuse of prisoners, and the
mishandling of the dead, all of which took place during the duration
of our tour in Iraq. These stories are not mine alone. These are our
stories, the stories of 3rd Platoon. I had the chance­I had the
chance to speak with several members from my platoon, and these are
the events they and I felt were pertinent to discuss with you today.

An act that took place quite often in Iraq was that of taking pop
shots at cars that drove by. This was quite easy for most Marines to
get away with, because our rules of engagement stated that the town
of Al Qaim had already been forewarned and knew to pull their cars to
a complete stop when approaching a United States convoy. Our rules of
engagement stated that we should first fire warning shots into the
ground in front of the car, then the engine block, and then the
driver and passengers. Most of the time, however, the shots made
their way straight to those very individuals in the car. That is if
the car was even moving in the first place. Many times, cars that had
actually pulled off to the side of the road were also shot at. Of
course, the consequences of such actions posed a huge problem for
those of us who patrolled the streets every day. This was not the
best way to become friendlier with an already very hostile local
population. This was not an isolated incident and took place for most
of my eight-month deployment.

In one particular instance, we were sent on a mission to blow up a
bridge that was being used to transport weapons across the Euphrates.
During this mission, we were ambushed and were forced to return fire
in order to make our way out of the city. There are several problems
with instances such as these. First, it was very difficult, if not
impossible, to clearly identify hostile targets. This resulted in our
unit firing into the town with little or no identification of these
hostile targets. Because of inadequate intelligence and lack of
personnel or competent leadership, our platoon lost a good Marine
that day, and I lost my best friend.

The retrans site, otherwise known as a retransmission site, was a
communications post set up on a plateau overlooking the town of Al
Qaim. This communications site was there to provide communications
between the main base at the railroad station where we were stationed
and an outpost in Husaybah, Iraq, where Bravo Company's area of
operations took place. We would encounter mortar fire on a daily
basis. Most of the time, we would return this fire with mortar fire
of our own. Some of the time, the counter-battery would call in a
specific location for us to exchange fire. On occasion, when the
counter-battery could not call in a specific location, our unit would
fire upon the town anyway, sometimes in the hills off to the west of
the town where we thought the mortar fire was coming from and other
times straight into the town of Al Qaim itself, onto buildings,
houses and businesses. Because of the lack of personnel at the
retrans site, very rarely, if ever, did we conduct a battle damage
assessment report to report civilian deaths and destruction. So
almost all the time these incidents went unreported and not
investigated. This was not an isolated incident, as well.

Another mission our platoon was tasked to take on was that of
transporting prisoners from our detention facility on base back to
the desert. The reason I say the desert and not their town is because
that is exactly where we would drop them off, in the middle of
nowhere. Now, most of these men had obviously been deemed innocent,
or else they would have been moved to a more permanent detention
facility and not released back into the local population. Our unit
engaged in punching, kicking, butt stroking or generally harassing
and abusing these very prisoners until the point at which our unit
would be take them in the middle of the desert, miles from their
respective homes, and at times throw them out of the back of our
Humvees, all the while continually punching, kicking and at times
even throwing softball-sized rocks at their backs as they ran away.
This, once again, was not an isolated incident.

Possibly the most disturbing of what took place in Iraq was the
mishandling of the dead. On several occasions, our convoy came across
bodies that had been decapitated and were lying on the road,
sometimes for weeks. When encountering these bodies, standard
procedure was to run over the corpses, sometimes even stopping and
taking pictures, which was also a standard practice when encountering
the dead in Iraq­this, along with neglecting to account for many of
those who were killed or wounded. On one specific occasion, after I
had personally shot a man attempting to flee while planting a
roadside bomb, we drug his body out of the ditch he was laying in,
and we subsequently left that body­slide please­we subsequently left
that body to rot in the field, where we saw this man up to a week later.

These are just a few of the disturbing and unacceptable stories I
could share with you from my time in Iraq. Others would include
continually dehumanizing Iraqis by referring to them as "hajis" or
"sand niggers." Even the racist and sexist nature that exists within
the military itself, which was obviously­overtly obvious on a daily
basis. I could also tell story upon story of families being destroyed
as a result of an occupation that unfortunately should have never
taken place. Several members of my platoon­several members of my
platoon went through divorces and/or separations, many of the time
with children involved.

I could also testify to the overwhelming majority of those I served
with who did not think dying in Iraq was honorable or acceptable, nor
did they enjoy or want to go back to Iraq a second or third time.
Unfortunately, because of personal circumstances, whether they be
financial or family issues, many indeed were deployed up to three
times during their four-year enlistment. In fact, many, including
myself, at times did not have intention of helping the Iraqis.
Because of the hostile intent, as well as the loss of lives close to
us, our best friends, our unit had a general disdain and distaste for
Iraqis and their country. Further, our unit, for the most part, did
not trust our command and had a general mistrust and distaste of this
occupation from its inception onward.

I could also speak to the personal attacks veterans, including myself
and many others, had to encounter once we were willing to be treated
for PTSD within our unit. The idea of being a real Marine that does
not complain when coming back home and who sucks it up and just does
the job that we were tasked to do, this mentality resulted in many of
the Marines I served with, including myself, turning to drugs and
alcohol to cope with the horrors of this bloody occupation.

AMY GOODMAN: Marine Corps rifleman Vincent Emanuele testifying before
Congress. We'll be back with more from Winter Soldier on the Hill in a minute.

[break]

AMY GOODMAN: We return now to Winter Soldier on the Hill and to war
veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan testifying before Congress about
the horrors of war.

ADAM KOKESH: I think my background can best be summarized by a form
that I filled out 9 June, 1999 at the military entrance processing
station after enlisting in Santa Fe, New Mexico, entitled "Why I
Joined the Marine Corps." I feel a responsibility to take part in the
national defense in some way. For whatever short amount of time or
whatever miniscule part of it that I am, I would like to do my part,
and I feel the Marine Corps is the best way for me to do it. I am
also joining for the experience in self-growth that comes with being
a Marine. The experiences are priceless, and many cannot be had
anywhere else. I would only hope that anyone considering joining the
military today for those reasons of which I am very proud of realize
that they have a higher calling than serving their country: to
restore faith in our system of governance, before they make
themselves ready to fight and kill and die in the United States of
America, knowing that they may end up dying for a lie.

I joined the Marine Corps. I shipped to boot camp June 18, 2000, and
checked into my reserve unit at the end of that year after completing
artillery training at Fort Sill, Oklahoma, and went to college at
Claremont McKenna in Southern California.

And in the run-up to the war, I believed the narrative that was being
put forth by this administration. I believed what Colin Powell said
at the UN. And still, I believed that the war would not be in this
nation's best interest and was against it from the beginning.

But after the war, after the invasion, at the beginning of the
occupation, I felt that what we were doing was cleaning up our mess
and genuinely responsible foreign policy and trying to do good by the
Iraqi people, so I volunteered to go with a civil affairs unit. And
in the two weeks between being activated and deploying to Iraq, I
learned that what we were doing in civil affairs was going to be
working with the Iraqi people on schools and mosques and clinics and
water projects, and to me it sounded like exactly what the President
was promising that we would be doing in Iraq. And I was very excited
about that. I thought that we were going to be the tip of the spear.
And I had to go to Iraq myself to found out that that was not the
case and that the greatest enemies of the Constitution are not to be
found in the sands of Fallujah, but rather right here in Washington, D.C.

When I­on our way into Iraq, I was issued this rules of engagement
card that is supposed to be the gold standard of conduct and use of
force for the military in the occupation of Iraq. They couldn't even
cut the card square. But if I may, it begins with "Nothing on this
card prevents you from using deadly force to defend yourself. Section
one. Enemy military and paramilitary forces may be attacked, subject
to the following instructions. Positive identification is required
prior to engagement. PID is, quote, 'reasonable certainty,' unquote,
that your target is a legitimate military target. If no PID, contact
your next higher commander for decision. Section one, delta. Do not
fire into civilian populated areas or buildings unless the hostile
force is using them for hostile purposes or if necessary for your
self-defense." Section three reads, "You may detain civilians if they
interfere with mission accomplishment, possess important information
or if required for self-defense." It says at the end, "Remember,
attack only hostile forces and military targets." And at the very
end, it says, "These ROE will remain in effect until your
commander"­and then the rest of that sentence is actually cut off here.

And that just goes to show that not only are the rules of engagement,
as they're strictly outlined by this card, to contradict themselves
and to be confusing and to put Marines in a situation where their
morals, as defined by those rules, are put at odds with their
survival instincts. And I think that it's fundamentally criminal to
put brave young Americans in that situation.

I was attached to Golf Company 2/1, my civil affairs team, before the
siege of Fallujah, and we were called with them to support them in
the blocking of the two bridges over the Euphrates River on the west
side of Fallujah after four Blackwater security agents were killed
and had their bodies burned and strung up on the northern bridge in
April of 2004.

Shortly after arriving there­first slide, please­there was a
checkpoint shooting to the west of our position where a man coming
home from work at the end of the day did not see the newly emplaced
Humvee, desert-colored, against the desert background, manned by
Marines wearing desert-colored camouflage. And a Marine there decided
that he was approaching at too fast a rate of speed and emptied into
the vehicle with a .50-caliber machine gun. We later justified this
by saying that there were­that hearing the vehicle burning
afterwards, there were rounds cooking off from the heat, although
it's clear from this picture and from every other examination that
there were no rounds in the vehicle cooking off that would have made
punctures in the outer body of the vehicle. Next slide, please. The
second round or the round that hit this Iraqi gentleman in his chest,
hit him so hard that it broke his chair and knocked him back in his seat.

Next slide, please. The vehicle was dragged into our compound where
we were sleeping, as you can see in the background where the vehicles
are parked in this picture. This is a picture that I'm very ashamed
of, having posed with this dead Iraqi as a trophy picture. But what
felt awkward to me at the time was not that­not so much that I was
taking the picture, but rather that I had not killed this man, and I
was almost­I was taking a trophy of someone else's kill. And my
entire team was present for this, including a major, and numerous
members of my team took similar pictures. At the first Winter Soldier
investigation in 1971, one of the Vietnam veterans held up a similar
photograph and said, "Don't ever let your government do this to you.
Don't ever let your government put you in a position where this
attitude towards death and this disregard for human life is
acceptable or common." And yet, we are still doing this to service
members every day, as long as the occupation continues.

Next slide, please. At one point during the siege of Fallujah, it was
decided that we were going to allow women and children to leave the
city. We thought this was the most magnanimous thing we could have
done, and yet our rules were to let only women and children out. And
so, any male over the age of fourteen or, as we were told, anyone who
was old enough to be in your fighting hole was too old to get out of
the city, was turned away. And so, my responsibility during this time
at certain points was to go out on this bridge and turn away
families. And like I said, we thought this was the most magnanimous
thing we could have been doing. However, it's clear that we're giving
these families an impossible choice, whether they could stay together
with their families intact or split their families up and hope that
half of them end up with something better. But all that we had to
offer them was literally the mosque across the street, good luck. And
what happened there can only be described as either the deliberate or
careless creation of internally displaced refugees.

During the siege of Fallujah, our rules of engagement changed so
often that we were often uncertain of them. And at one point, anyone
who was described as a suspicious observer would be a legitimate
target: anyone holding a cell phone, binoculars or, at one point,
anyone out after curfew. And this led to an incident where Marines
were firing at firefighters and cops silhouetted against a fire that
our indirect fire had caused who were trying to help out the
civilians that were being affected by that fire.

After the siege of Fallujah, my team was tasked with setting up a
checkpoint at the Civil Military Operations Center at Fallujah, where
we detained various personnel at snap VCPs during the summer of 2004,
many of whom were harassed unnecessarily. One such person had a bag
of cash in his back seat and was harassed by human intelligence
officers before being released. And their abuse of him was such that
they were even reprimanded by a higher officer, but they determined
that there was no reason to detain him, and he was let go. If that
money was not intended for the insurgency before this incident, I
have to assume that it was afterwards.

I realized that we in civil affairs were a fig leaf. We were there to
make the occupation look good. We even came up with a slogan to
justify our existence to the infantry commanders that we had to beg
to be able to get out and do our missions. And it was "We care, so
that you don't have to."

If there are any questions from members of Congress as to the
particulars of any incident that I have mentioned here, I would be
happy to provide names of all personnel and units involved, dates and
grid coordinates. I hope that my testimony has helped shed light into
some of the shadows that make up our collective denial of the
occupation of Iraq. As a country, we have allowed fear to overwhelm
us and have failed ourselves by allowing this criminal occupation to
have ever happened.

You do not have to have served to see how recent pressures on the
military are making us weaker as a country. You do not have to have
witnessed the occupation firsthand to see its absurdity. And you do
not have to be an expert on international relations to see the
disastrous effects of our foreign policy. Ignorance, propaganda and
distraction have made up the last refuge of those Americans who would
rather remain in denial about our current state of affairs. Now that
we are facing the truth and the majority of America is at least
nominally against the occupation of Iraq, what fate will we claim for
our nation? For some, their silence will be their hypocrisy, and
their inaction will be their complicity with the destruction of our
great union.

But I have an unwavering faith in my country, and I know that the
self-righting ship of the United States of America will one day
regain its course, but only with the great toil, courage and
sacrifice that it demands of its Winter Soldiers. I am proud to call
myself one of them today.

JAMES GILLIGAN: My name is James Gilligan. I served a four-year and a
two-year contract honorably for the United States Marine Corps. While
on active duty, I achieved the rank of corporal and was promoted in
the Individual Ready Reserve to the rank of sergeant. I was deployed
in Kuwait and later in the initial assault five years ago to Iraq for
Operation Iraqi Freedom in 2003 with the 2nd Marine Division, 2nd
Combat Engineer Battalion, H&S Company, CEB Main, and served as a
member of the Nuclear-Biological-Chemical Reconnaissance team for the
Combat Engineer Battalion Main. Later in the same month of returning
home, I deployed to United States Naval Base, Guantanamo Bay, Cuba,
with 3/6 Weapons Company, CAAT platoon. I was assigned to the joint
operations center and later on the fence line. I personally observed
Camp X-Ray from the outside and later once inside. In 2004, I was
deployed with the same unit to Afghanistan in support of Operation
Enduring Freedom.

I have testimony on all three deployments to be entered into the
record. However, today, in a message of solidarity with IVAW, we're
only going to talk about and speak about Iraq. I am also a number of
that 120 a week. I, in 2007, tried to take my life, as well. I feel
deep regret and remorse for what we've done in Iraq and on the global
war on terror. This is my testimony.

Kuwait and Iraq, 2003, the initial invasion was to be a mechanized
breach, or a "mick lick" [MCLC]. It's a tub of C-4 on a high-tension
rope with a detonation cord inside. It fires on a rocket over a
minefield and is used in counter-landmine warfare to make a lane
which trucks can drive through. We practiced this maneuver twice in
Kuwait and never performed it.

It was on the oral history review DSIT AE 015 conducted January 14th
of 1991, an interview between Major Dennis P. Levin of the 130th
Military History Detachment and Major Walter Wilson, Jr. S-3, 1st
Battalion, 504th Infantry. It was quoted right away.

Major Levin: "The primary focus of this interview is the training
relative to the Iraqi strong point that was constructed on the Ali
Range. And I am interested in what preparation you had before the
training operation, and then if you could just kind of take me
through the operation as it went."

Major Wilson replied back with: "The main preparation we did, other
than issuing a formal operations order, was to rehearse it twice
before we actually conducted the attack. And also we had about two
officer professional development classes on the Iraqi strong point
and what it consists of, and how we would envision taking it down."

This tactic was in the works prior to the invasion twelve years
later. We were issued the same warning orders, and instead of
breaching under fire, we breached the country twice by road, the
second time by UN security car through UN­back to Kuwait and back
onto the Iraqi roads. This was all due to the incompetence on the
leaders of the convoy commander. I am sure, without fail, that we
were the only unit in history to have ever invaded a country and
invaded it all in ten minutes twice.

It was then that we drove on through the day and continued unhindered
for most of the next two days, while American air power pounded the
hell out of Iraqi armor and buildings with depleted uranium rounds.
The amount of destruction was tremendous, and we watched once while
in a traffic jam as a pair of Apaches laid rockets and gunfire into
the heart of a city a few kilometers in the distance. Without a
doubt, I have been in and around buildings destroyed by depleted
uranium rounds, as well as vehicles, armored personnel carriers,
tanks and corpses.

During the invasion, we were also exposed to severe sandstorms, which
meant that we were breathing in sand for days, sand that more than
likely contained depleted uranium. I went for forty-seven days
without a shower in the initial invasion, and I could buy a
PlayStation 2 game in a post exchange before I could even shower,
because our contractors were already making bases and had a routine
supply line, while we were sleeping out in the open. Almost daily, I
found Iraqis who spoke English, whose questions were who we were and
how long we were to be there.

Today is the Conscientious Objector Day, May 15th, and the day that
honors those who choose not to fire their weapons. They do go to
combat sometimes by force of their command. We were just a week
before the flight to Kuwait when I saw my first sergeant chew someone
out about his CO status. I heard the first sergeant say, "What if
those f-blank ragheads came into your home and raped your daughter
and tortured and murdered your wife?" I was shocked to hear the
bravery in the young lance corporal's voice as he told the first
sergeant, "No, I don't know what I would do. Why? Would we do that to them?"

Destroying Iraqi property was such a pleasure for some, but for me
one day it was orders. I was ordered to take Lance Corporal Jerome
with me as security, and I received orders via inter-squad radio to
destroy a civilian's pickup truck. I slashed as much as I could, and
I kicked in the windshield for good measure. It was later with regret
that I thought that this might have been this man's livelihood.

Looting during the initial invasion was rampant. Nearly everyone had
something: rugs, pens, pictures, you name it, anything you could find
that would fetch a price. Later, I had to surrender to US Customs
officials, military liaison, my pins with Saddam's head on the
design. They wanted them back, because all uniform items were to be
confiscated for the rebuilding and reconstituting of the Iraqi army.
Meanwhile, we were running over guns and blowing up weapons caches.
Slides. Those that didn't bought their souvenirs on the street, some
of which were probably stolen.

That's a picture of me as a tunnel rat in Afghanistan.

Next slide. For some members in my unit, it was the Iraqi atomic
energy facility that was most profiting. It was there that I was told
that members of my unit had breached a safe containing gold coins. I
was not on that foot patrol, which took place deep within the
compound. However, I was shown the coins later from fellow NCOs in my platoon.

When I deployed, it was with two sappy armor-protected plates, yet I
was ordered to give one to a fellow Marine from 1st Combat Engineer
Battalion who had not deployed with one. Such was the case for a
majority of the junior NCOs and below from 1st CEB, deploying with
inadequate armor. During the initial invasion, in fact, my Humvee had
plastic doors.

We never found evidence of weapons of mass destruction while on
patrol with the Nuclear-Biological-Chemical Warfare chief warrant
officer and fellow members of my reconnaissance team.

Early May, while trying to win the hearts and minds of the Iraqi
people, we were surrounded by a crowd of non-hostile Iraqis. I
witnessed my first sergeant for H&S Company as he exited the Humvee
without any backup or support. He ran down a male Iraqi child who was
maybe seven to eight years old and lifted him in the air, hand
choking the boy. With his pistol already drawn, he pointed into the
child's head and neck area, threatening and screaming shouts of
profanity. As a result of this, the mood in the truck was dead
silence until we returned to our campsite.

Thank you very much.

AMY GOODMAN: Marine Corporal James Gilligan served in Iraq,
Afghanistan and Guantanamo Bay. We'll have more from the Winter
Soldier on the Hill hearings in a minute.

[break]

AMY GOODMAN: We return to Winter Soldier on the Hill and to war
veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan testifying before Congress about
the horrors of war. This is California Congressmember Barbara Lee
questioning former Army Sergeant Kristofer Goldsmith.

REP. BARBARA LEE: Now, I know part of the psychology of war is to
dehumanize people so that the atrocities that are required­the
atrocities that are committed, that those atrocities would bear
minimal emotional impact on the soldier. How does this affect the
mental health of those who have to do these things? And how do we
need to move forward to make sure that suicide attempts don't occur
and that post-traumatic stress syndrome is minimized and that we
could really help with the psychology and the psychological needs of
our veterans? Because all of you talked about, and we saw and we
witnessed on the slides, this dehumanization process in action, and
that's part of war. And I don't know how they train our young men and
women for this, but that's what occurs, and so we have to figure this
out and what we can do to help when you come home.

KRISTOFER GOLDSMITH: Yes, Congressman. Something that was brought up
to me by a very good friend of mine sitting behind me, Mathis
Chiroux, just mentioned maybe two weeks ago, and it was something I
never thought about, was that every enlistee spends a week of basic
training, or at least a few days, doing bayonet training. And we are
putting a bayonet, a knife on the end of a rifle, and we repeatedly
stab a dummy that looks like a human being and yell "Kill!" with
every movement, yell­

REP. BARBARA LEE: This is part of your training?

KRISTOFER GOLDSMITH: Yes, that is the basis of the military on a
broad scale. That is the basis and the first step to dehumanization
towards the enemy and the acceptance to kill is­there's a very
popular thing that the drill sergeants require us to say. I remember
the first time I heard it, I refused to say it, and it wasn't because
I didn't want to be a soldier, it was because I thought it was weird.
And the response to the question, "Soldiers, what makes the green
grass grow?" and the response is "Blood, blood, blood, Drill
Sergeant!" So I would like to allow Geoffrey to go on how we can move
past that.

GEOFFREY MILLARD: You asked in your question, Congresswoman, what can
you do to move forward with veterans coming home with scars that
can't be seen by the eye, ones of mental wounds. Well, in Iraq
Veterans Against the War, we didn't wait for the VA. We started a
counseling group called Homefront Battle Buddies. In the Washington,
D.C. chapter, which I'm the president of, we meet every Sunday at the
Washington, D.C. office, our home, to meet for our Homefront Battle
Buddies. That program is expanding nationally. We in Iraq Veterans
Against the War have a saying, that we're not going to wait for
politicians to end the war. We ended the war every day in what we do.
We also do the same when it comes to our other goals, including
taking care of veterans: we've started counseling groups.

But what you can do, start simply with getting more Iraq veterans
into college with the GI Bill. Even myself, with an honorable
discharge and nine years of service, I'm not eligible under the
current GI Bill for any benefits. The GI Bill is the start, but also
making sure that the Veterans Administration is fully funded, making
sure that there is no waiting list for PTSD care. We have seen
multiple suicides this year alone on veterans who have been waiting
on a waiting list to get mental healthcare at a VA. This is
inexcusable. There should never be a waiting list for any veteran,
especially not one so young coming home from Iraq, when they ask for
mental healthcare. These are the types of things that while we move
forward in Iraq Veterans Against the War, the Congress can certainly
move more funding into the VA, more funding into our veterans as they
come home and out of the occupation. Thank you.

REP. MAXINE WATERS: Let me just try and focus for a moment on
Fallujah. I know that there have been a lot of­a lot of
confrontations and a lot of fighting in different areas. But for some
reason, Fallujah loomed large at the point that we were learning
about it and the images that we were seeing coming back about
Fallujah. And it looked as if our military was going door-to-door,
kicking down doors and shooting anything that moved. Is that a
correct assumption? Could you just describe a little bit what
happened in Fallujah?

ADAM KOKESH: I believe what you're referring to was the second battle
of Fallujah in November. I was there for the first battle, when the
primary military action was the siege of the city, and I was there
for the whole interim period in the summer. I left in September of 2004.

But what I saw was that at the Civil Military Operations Center where
I worked is that we created the Fallujah Brigade and handed over
security of the city to this brigade of Iraqi Security Forces. And we
knew, and I as a sergeant knew and all of my Marines knew, that by
June of 2004 we were essentially arming and equipping the insurgency
in Fallujah by providing supplies for what we called the Fallujah
Brigade. And we waited until August to disband­announce that we were
disbanding the Fallujah Brigade and ask that members turn in their
American-issued ID cards and uniforms and weapons, and told them that
if they didn't, they would never get another federal job. And the
reason we were able to say that was because despite the handover of
power happening on June 28, we were still handling all payroll for
the Iraqi Security Forces, at least where I was.

And we didn't go into the city of Fallujah for the second battle
until after the presidential elections of 2004, because I believe
that the President knew he could not get elected with the headline of
twenty Marines dead in downtown Fallujah, which I believe is what it
would have been had we gone through when we knew, at least by our
thinking at the time, that we would have had to go through Fallujah.
And not only did numerous Americans die unnecessarily in that battle,
because as ignorant as people were to what it meant that there were
eight battalions poised outside of the city of Fallujah, the
insurgents knew, and they were ready for the soldiers that went in.
And as it was, almost a hundred Americans lost their lives in that
battle. But not only that, numerous Marines died every single day
maintaining that loose cordon of Fallujah throughout the summer of 2004.

But what it's made clear is that this administration has chosen a
policy for this country that values looking good over doing right.
And as soon as you choose looking good over doing right, you will
fail miserably at both. It is what we are doing as a country right
now. It is what our leadership is doing. And it is what the
Democratic Party has done, since it took power in 2006, when it
decided that it would be more concerned with looking good than doing
right, in terms of the policy towards Iraq, in order to secure an
advantage for the 2008 election. My apologies to members of the
Democratic Party in the room, but it is clear to me that that policy
of looking good over doing right has been established firmly by this
administration and has poisoned not only the military culture but our
entire society and political leadership, as well.

REP. MAXINE WATERS: So would you conclude that in Fallujah, when our
soldiers went in, that whatever the command was, whatever the
instructions or the orders were, that some of our soldiers who died
there died because of a poor command, a lack of­

ADAM KOKESH: I think the manipulations that led to the unnecessary
deaths in Fallujah happened at the highest policymaking levels. There
were State Department personnel present during the negotiations that
created the Fallujah Brigade at my facility, and it is those
manipulations of the process that led to those deaths. I don't think
even the generals who were conducting that­those battles had any say
in the timing or the actual conduct, really, of those engagements.

REP. MAXINE WATERS: Thank you. And finally, the civilians who died
there who were in those houses, where it appeared that our soldiers
were sent to kick down the doors and to shoot anything that was
moving, can­is it reasonable to conclude that that policy was not a
good policy, that people died needlessly, soldiers and civilians?

ADAM KOKESH: Well, in terms of kicking down doors, I believe you're
referring again to the second battle of Fallujah, so I'm not going to
try to comment on that.

REP. MAXINE WATERS: OK, OK.

ADAM KOKESH: But the way that the siege was handled absolutely led to
the unnecessary innocent deaths of civilians. And one of the things
we were tasked with at our Civil Military Operations Center was
paying of Silatia payments, or battle damage claims, as we called
them. And we distributed a couple million dollars that way. I was
interviewed by Al Jazeera, because doing something like this was
historically unprecedented. But we would turn around and pay people
what it would cost to rebuild their homes, had we destroyed their
home by accident, so somebody coming to our facility filing a claim
might get $25,000 for the home that we accidentally dropped a bomb
on, and $2,500 for the son that was killed in that accident. And that
just goes to show the relative value of life that Americans have or
the value that Americans place on Iraqi lives based on that policy
that we carried out there.

REP. KEITH ELLISON: There is this sort of assumption, this base-level
assumption when you go out and talk to folks and when you talk to
people around here, that if there was a precipitous or a quick
withdrawal from Iraq, that it would lead to more chaos than exists
today, and that you also hear, as a corollary to that, that, you
know, we­that that's why we have to somehow stay until we,
quote-unquote, "win." Could you all address that assumption squarely,
that somehow we are the glue holding Iraqi society together?

LUIS MONTALVAN: Yeah, I'd like to answer that­what's that? Yeah, I'd
like to answer that, since I was a member of the Iraq Enterprise
Institute, which contrived the surge and I was vehemently against.
And­what did I say? I'm sorry, the American Enterprise Institute.
Sometimes my brain doesn't­the synapses don't fire.

But, you know, there is a misconception that staying in Iraq is vital
to our national security interests and that a precipitous withdrawal,
as you mentioned, Congressman, will lead to further chaos both in
Iraq and in the Middle East. First of all, that's an assumption, an
assumption that has been made time and time again by the highest
echelon of our general officers, who, I might remind you again, have
consistently lied and misrepresented the situation on the ground in
Iraq for the better part of five years. That having been said, there
is no doubt that a withdrawal from Iraq is going to increase
bloodshed and humanitarian refugees and suffering.

The question is, ought we to be there? Ought we to continue to fund
billions of dollars, of American taxpayer dollars, toward an endeavor
with no clearly defined end state for an unknown period of time? It's
my belief that a withdrawal of the majority of conventional forces in
Iraq will in fact force the hand, and it might not be in the type of
way that we would all like­there will be violence, no doubt about
it­but it will force the hand of the tribal, ethnic and sectarian
leaders to sort out their matters on their own, while we should be
maintaining the sovereign borders of Iraq so as to prevent Middle
Eastern­to prevent the civil war in Iraq to further growing into a
Middle Eastern regional war.

REP. KEITH ELLISON: Do you gentlemen agree, or­

ADAM KOKESH: Well, from my experience, it is clear that every specter
that has been raised in terms of potential consequences of a
withdrawal from Iraq is worse the longer we stay there, every single
one, most notably the "follow us home" argument, because the more
enemies we make over there, which we are making every day, the more
there will be to follow us home.

We call for the immediate withdrawal of all occupying forces. And
what that means, most importantly, to me is the immediate end to the
occupation­that is to say, the forceful interference with Iraqi
sovereignty, which we are doing every time we go out the gates and
impose martial law through our presence. But we also advocate
reparations for the Iraqi people and recognize that we do have an
obligation to the country of Iraq and that a continued diplomatic
presence there in order to ensure that that leads to the kind of rule
of law and stability and prosperity that the Iraqi people deserve is ensured.

REP. KEITH ELLISON: What does things like Abu Ghraib and other abuses
that have been described­what does that do to the average Iraqi, who
may not hold any animus toward the United States or US soldiers, but
after their cousin, uncle or aunt or wife has been abused or
outraged­what does that do to them? And what does that do to your security?

JAMES GILLIGAN: That's an excellent question. When you meet an Iraqi
teenage male on the street, you're not meeting your average American
male. You're meeting an Iraqi male who has experienced a conflict, an
occupation, that has been going on for the past five years in his
homeland, in his neighborhood, in his streets, in his schools. So
when you meet these people on the streets, you're meeting people
that­I mean, they know what's up. They know, you know, exactly what
the Marine Air Wing is capable of. They know exactly what, you know,
our prison systems are like. They know exactly what our responses are
going to be to gunfire, mortar fire, sniper attacks, etc. And they're
doing it, and they're doing it good. They're doing it consistently,
and they're trying to continue this resistance, and this act of
resistance is not going to end until we are actually out of that country.

ADAM KOKESH: I served­I was manning a checkpoint or running a
checkpoint at the Civil Military Operations Center when the Abu
Ghraib scandal broke, and I had to go out the next day and face
crowds of Iraqi people. And for us, it was­it felt as though we had
been betrayed by the policy that resulted in that scandal occurring
the way it had and that that was the environment that we were facing,
that we still­the new challenge that I had that day was to go out and
still convince the Iraqi people that we were there to help them.

AMY GOODMAN: Former Sergeant Adam Kokesh testifying before Congress,
along with other Iraq and Afghanistan veterans at the Winter Soldier
on the Hill hearings.

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Ft. Hood GI Travis Bishop : Why I Won't Go

Ft. Hood GI Travis Bishop : Why I Won't Go

http://theragblog.blogspot.com/2009/05/ft-hood-gi-travis-bishop-why-i-wont-go.html

If I had deployed to Afghanistan, I don't think I would have been
able to look into another mirror again.

By Travis Bishop
21 May 2009

[Ft. Hood soldier and musician Sgt. Travis Bishop has refused
deployment to Afghanistan. This is his story in his words.]

Why am I doing what I'm doing? Why am I resisting? Refusing? It
wasn't so long ago that I deployed to Iraq in support of the war on
terror. I didn't refuse then. Like a good Soldier, I did what I was
told, and I spent 14 months stationed in Baghdad. It was a quiet
enough deployment, I suppose. Mortars and rockets flew over the walls
with unnerving frequency, but otherwise, it felt more like a move to
a different duty station than a deployment to a warzone.

I didn't see real combat. I didn't come back with Post-Traumatic
Stress Disorder. I didn't lose friends. Mine was, in my opinion, an
average deployment. Go overseas, play X-Box and read for a year, come
back with money that's gone before you remember how you spent it. We
talked and laughed about it once we came back, and talked about what
we would do with the money we made from our next deployment, whenever
that may be.

Back home, I received a hero's welcome. That was the first time I
felt unsettled over what I had done overseas. My hand was shook, my
back was patted, and every night my belly was burning, full of free
alcohol. I was a veteran of a foreign war, hailed as a hero, and yet
I felt…unnerved; anxious. I felt as if I had a big secret inside me
that threatened to burst out of me at any moment, exposing what I
really was to the rest of the world…but I couldn't figure out what
the secret was. Not for a long, long time.

I was never plagued with nightmares from the war. I was plagued with
guilt. I literally felt guilty for receiving the accolades that come
from redeploying as a "hero," knowing that I had not paid the price
for the Army's true definition of a hero. Here it goes:

Army Hero; noun. Soldier who has deployed overseas to a combat zone.
Has participated in active combat. Has redeployed with PTSD, a bullet
in their leg, and a time bomb in their head. Unable to rejoin the
civilian world in a normal psychological state.

In my heart of hearts, I know I don't fit this definition, or
anything resembling it.

For a long time, my unit was set to redeploy to Iraq in August 2009.
However, in February 2009, we were told there was a change of plans.
Instead of Iraq, it would be Afghanistan. Instead of August, it would
be the end of March, less than sixty days away. Rumor had it that,
although we were told the rush was because of a Brigade Commander's
wishes, it was our Battalion Commander who requested our unit be put
on the Afghanistan Troop Surge.

Once again, in good Soldier mode, I prepared to deploy. This time I
was a Sergeant, and I had Soldiers to take care of, one of which my
best friend. These things drove me to be well prepared. We had things
to do, and not much time to do them in. I rarely gave myself time to
think about what it was we were actually deploying for. When I did, I
started to question everything.

Why are we going? What purpose does it serve? Nothing sat right. I
began to read the Bible again. More and more I saw things like "turn
the other cheek" and "love thy enemy." These were things that went
directly against the war we were in, and they were spoken by Jesus
himself. Could I really deploy again, and compromise my beliefs, just
because I was told to? Would I be able to live with that? What if I
had to take a life, and knew that if I hadn't deployed, I would never
have been put in that situation?

I became afraid to voice my opinion, knowing that if I spoke to the
wrong person, I would face persecution and ridicule. I told my best
friend, who voiced the same opinions to me, but it seemed he was
content to deploy, do his time, make some money, and then get out of
the Army upon his return. I respected his opinion, didn't try to talk
him out of it, and let it be.

The rest of the pre-deployment phase went uneventfully. We loaded our
gear, got our trucks ready, and inspected our equipment. We went to
the field several times, and although my team and other teams never
fully accomplished the missions we were given, Command congratulated
us on a successful field mission, and said we were more than ready to
deploy. I started to worry again after that.

I worried when they said I was leaving early with the cargo. I
worried again when our cargo flights were suddenly "cancelled," and
the main body of our unit deployed to Afghanistan before us, the
"advanced" party. Once again, I got the feeling that we were rushing
into something before we were even close to being ready. Weeks went
by, and groups of us went out on separate days, sometimes only two
Soldiers at a time.

A few days before I was set to deploy, I was approached by members of
an organization who told me that I had a choice. They told me that
they were here to support me, and that if I really was against the
war our country was currently in, I could choose not to go. All those
old feelings and worries came back with a vengeance, and I began to
question the war again. After a full day of thinking, the only reason
I had come up with for me to go was the fact that my best friend was
going too. And, in the end, I decided that, although he might hate me
for it, he was better off with me not going in the long run. I had to
put my needs before his, though it killed me inside, because a three
year friendship is hard to come by in the Army. I hope that he can
forgive me one day.

So the afternoon I was set to deploy, while everyone else was loading
their gear in the van headed toward the airfield, I loaded my gear in
my car, and left. It was the hardest decision I have ever made.

I plan on coming back; soon. I am not a deserter, and I wouldn't go
AWOL for months and risk ruining my chances at getting a good job
later in life. I am a Patriot. I love my country, but I believe that
this particular war is unjust, unconstitutional and a total abuse of
our nation's power and influence. And so, in the next few days, I
will be speaking with my lawyer, and taking actions that will more
than likely result in my discharge from the military, and possible
jail time… and I am prepared to live with that.

My father said, "Do only what you can live with, because every
morning you have to look at your face in the mirror when you shave.
Ten years from now, you'll still be shaving the same face."

If I had deployed to Afghanistan, I don't think I would have been
able to look into another mirror again.

Pray for me.
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[This story has also been posted to Ft. Hood Soldier Voices and to Facebook.]
http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=200778475303&h=upTKo&u=FcwTP&ref=nf

Also see GI Victor Agosto : 'There is No Way I Will Deploy to
Afghanistan' by Alice Embree / The Rag Blog / May 7, 2009
http://theragblog.blogspot.com/2009/05/gi-victor-agosto-there-is-no-way-i-will.html

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There's No Way I'm Going to Deploy to Afghanistan

"There's No Way I'm Going to Deploy to Afghanistan"

http://www.commondreams.org/headline/2009/05/26-8

by Dahr Jamail
Published on Tuesday, May 26, 2009 by Inter Press Service

MARFA, Texas - "It's a matter of what I'm willing to live with,"
Specialist Victor Agosto of the U.S. Army, who is refusing orders to
deploy to Afghanistan, explained to IPS. "I'm not willing to
participate in this occupation, knowing it is completely wrong."

Agosto, who returned from a 13-month deployment to Iraq in November
2007, is based at Fort Hood in Killeen, Texas.

While in Iraq, Agosto never left his base, located in northern Iraq.

"I never had any traumatic experiences, never fired my weapon,"
Agosto told IPS in a phone interview. "I mostly worked in information
technology, working on computers and keeping the network functioning
well. But it was in Iraq that I turned against the occupations.
Through my reading, and watching what was going on, I started to feel
very guilty."

Agosto added, "What I did there, I know I contributed to death and
human suffering. It's hard to quantify how much I caused, but I know
I contributed to it."

Having served three years and nine months in the U.S. Army, Agosto
was to complete his contract and be discharged on Aug. 3. But due to
his excellent record of service and accrued leave, he was to be
released the end of June. Nevertheless, due to the stop-loss program,
the Army decided to deploy him to Afghanistan anyway.

Stop-loss is a program the military uses to keep soldiers enlisted
beyond the terms of their contracts. Since Sep. 11, 2001, more than
140,000 troops have had tours extended by stop-loss.

A copy of his Counseling Form from the Army, dated May 1, reads, "You
will deploy in support of OEF [Operation Enduring Freedom] on or
about [XXXXX] with 57th ESB. This is a direct order from your Company
Commander CPT Michael J. Pederson."

Agosto posted copies of the Counseling Statements issued by the Army
on his Facebook page. Counseling Statements outline actions taken by
the Army to discipline Agosto for his refusal to obey a direct order
from his company commander.

On one of them, dated May 1, Agosto's written statement appears:
"There is no way I will deploy to Afghanistan. The occupation is
immoral and unjust. It does not make the American people any safer.
It has the opposite effect."

In another, dated May 18, he wrote: "I will not obey any orders I
deem to be immoral or illegal."

On that day, Agosto was ordered to get his medical records in
preparation to deploy to Afghanistan. He refused to do so. The Army
threatened to take punitive measures, but Agosto wrote on the
Counseling Statement, "I am not going to Afghanistan. I will not take
part in SRP [Sealift Readiness Program]."

If Agosto continues to refuse orders, he almost assuredly will face
court martial, and likely jail time.

When IPS asked Agosto if he is willing to take whatever consequences
the Army is prepared to mete out, he replied, "Yes. I'm fully
prepared for this. I have concluded that the wars [in Iraq and
Afghanistan] are not going to be ended by politicians or people at
the top. They are not responsive to the people, they are responsive
to corporate America."

Agosto added, "The only way to make them responsive to the needs of
the people is if soldiers won't fight their wars, and if soldiers
won't fight their wars, the wars won't happen. I hope I'm setting an
example for other soldiers."

Agosto has overtly refused to follow any order that has anything to
do with his taking an action that would support the occupation of
Afghanistan. For a time, according to Agosto, he was given simple
orders to clean the motor pool, or pull weeds.

"They switched that recently," he told IPS, "I've continued to be
fairly defiant, so on Tuesday I have to meet with Trial Defense
Services, which then begins the process of getting an Article 15,
which is movement towards being court-martialed, if these reprimands continue."

"If I take the Article 15, I'll take a reduction in rank and pay. I
don't' know what is going to happen. I agreed to sweep the motor pool
and pull weeds, but nothing else that I feel directly supports the
war. I'm not going to follow orders I'm not comfortable with."

Agosto's case is not unique. The group Courage to Resist, based in
Oakland, California, actively engages in assisting soldiers who
refuse to deploy to Iraq or Afghanistan.

"Although the efforts of Courage to Resist are primarily focused on
supporting public GI resisters, the organization also strives to
provide political, emotional, and material support to all military
objectors critical of our government's current policies of empire,"
reads a portion of the group's mission statement.

IPS spoke with Adam Szyper-Seibert, an office manager and counselor
with Courage to Resist.

"Currently we are actively supporting over 50 military resisters like
Victor Agosto," Szyper-Seibert told IPS, "They are all over the
world, including André Shepherd in Germany, and several people in
Canada. We are getting five to six calls a week just about the IRR
[Individual Ready Reserve] recall alone."

U.S. Army Specialist André Shepherd, who went AWOL after serving in
Iraq, has applied for asylum in Germany after refusing military
service because he is morally opposed to the occupation of Iraq.

The IRR is composed of former military personnel who still have time
remaining on their enlistment agreements but have returned to
civilian life. They are eligible to be called up in "states of
emergency." The Army is currently undertaking the largest IRR recall
since 2004, despite the recent inauguration of a so-called anti-war president.

Szyper-Seibert said that the number of soldiers contacting Courage to
Resist has been increasing dramatically in the last year, and
particularly in recent months.

"The number of soldiers contacting us is increasing," he explained,
"With five to six IRR's contacting us a week, plus others going
absent without leave [AWOL], the numbers are all climbing, as
compared to a year ago. Since May 2008, we've had a 200 percent jump
in how many soldiers are contacting us."

According to Courage to Resist, there have been at least 15,000 IRR
call-ups since Sept. 11, 2001, for deployments to Afghanistan and Iraq.

Sgt. Travis Bishop, who served 14 months in Baghdad and is also
stationed at Fort Hood, recently went AWOL when his unit deployed to
Afghanistan.

Like Agosto, Bishop feels it is immoral for him to deploy to support
an occupation he morally opposes.

"I love my country, but I believe that this particular war is unjust,
unconstitutional and a total abuse of our nation's power and
influence," Bishop's blog reads, "And so, in the next few days, I
will be speaking with my lawyer, and taking actions that will more
than likely result in my discharge from the military, and possible
jail time... and I am prepared to live with that."

The reason he made this decision is addressed in his blog.

"My father said, 'Do only what you can live with, because every
morning you have to look at your face in the mirror when you shave.
Ten years from now, you'll still be shaving the same face.' If I had
deployed to Afghanistan, I don't think I would have been able to look
into another mirror again."

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The Jimmy Massey Story

Anti-war documentary to be shown in Corning

http://www.stargazette.com/article/20090525/NEWS01/90525005/Anti-war+documentary+to+be+shown+in+Corning

Star-Gazette • May 25, 2009

As part of a 10-city upstate New York screening tour, the recently
completed documentary, "From Mills River to Babylon and Back… the
Jimmy Massey Story", will be shown at 7 p.m. June 1 at the Palace
Theater in Corning.

The film chronicles the life of Jimmy Massey, a former 12-year career
Marine who refused to continue killing in Iraq. Massey was an
outspoken critic of the Bush administration's policies at the onset
of the war and one of the first veterans to question the legitimacy
of that conflict.

The documentary was produced and directed by Oneonta filmmaker Joseph
C. Stillman over a four-year span from 2005-2009 and some of the
footage is from Massey's visit to Corning in 2007.

Stillman and Massey will be on hand to discuss the challenges of the
project and the implications for the future.

The screening and conversation with Massey and Stillman is sponsored
by Peaceful Gatherings. Admission is $10 for adults and $8 for students.

For more information contact Gary McCaslin at (607) 329-6173.

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Refusing to go to Afghanistan

Refusing to go to Afghanistan

http://socialistworker.org/2009/05/26/refusing-to-go-to-afghanistan

Holly Lewis reports on a military resister who hopes his public
opposition to the war in Afghanistan will encourage more people to
question the "other" U.S. war.

May 26, 2009

April 28 2009 at 11:46 am:
Victor Agosto can no longer live a double life.

ALTHOUGH IT read like the first line of a novel, everyone knew the
Facebook post was nothing less than Army Spc. Victor Agosto's
declaration of independence. His friends at Under the Hood, an
antiwar coffeehouse for soldiers in Killeen, Texas, knew what the
sentence meant: Victor was going to refuse to deploy to Afghanistan.

But his plan went far beyond excusing himself from what he considered
to be another imperialist occupation. Victor would remain on base. He
would become a model of resistance, an example to other GIs who might
be willing to make a principled stand against an unjust war.

Agosto enlisted in August 2005 after two years of study at Miami Dade
College. "I joined for the usual reasons," explained Agosto in an
interview. "All the things they tell you about America when you're
growing up. But mostly, I was tired of sitting in classrooms. I
wanted to do something. I wanted to see the world."

Despite his patriotic upbringing, Victor had become skeptical of the
war in Iraq even before his 14-month tour of duty in 2006. "It took
me awhile to be against Afghanistan though," says Agosto.

Agosto insists that his stand against the war is not related to his
personal experience as a communications specialist at Qayyarah
Airfield West, a forward operating base with a 12-mile security
perimeter located 200 miles north of Baghdad. "I didn't have any
traumatic experiences in Iraq," says Agosto. "I don't have PTSD. I
don't have any injuries at all. I was never in any danger."

Agosto takes every opportunity to ground his resistance in a
commitment to justice and a desire to take responsibility for the
damage already done. During his 24th birthday celebration at Under
the Hood café, Agosto explained his feelings about his role in the war:

My job in communications, its effect on human suffering could be even
greater than the actions of a combat soldier. My job is to maintain
communications infrastructure so troops can complete their missions.
Combat soldiers are only responsible for the people they kill. It's
difficult to quantify the effects of my actions, how much suffering
I've helped make possible.

The animated young woman sitting beside Victor, also a communications
specialist, laughs and nudges him. "Man," he says, "I was just
worried about getting the job done and getting the hell out of there!
Did you really think about all that in Iraq?" Victor's voice is
quieter than usual. "I thought about it every day."
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FORT HOOD sits against a mesh of strip malls, take-out joints and
patriotic billboards that comprise the city of Killeen. Set more than
80 miles northwest of Austin, the military installation and the city
it sustains are isolated by miles of brush and wildflowers, by
rolling pastures that eventually crash into the concrete ribbon of
Route 35. If Killeen is remote, Fort Hood is another galaxy.

Cynthia Thomas, the manager of Under the Hood, underscores the
problem of troop isolation when she courts supporters across Central
Texas. "Come visit even if you don't know anything about the
military," she says. "We just need civilians to talk with the
active-duty soldiers. Many of them have PTSD and traumatic brain
injury. They just need to be reminded they're human."

Victor maintains that it is the antiwar movement and the support of
his "family" at Under the Hood that ultimately helped him find the
courage to resist. But it was the books he read on war and
imperialism that gradually changed his understanding of the world and
his place in it.

A copy of his Army counseling statement dated May 1, 2009, reveals
his transformation. Defying a direct order from his company
commander, he stated on record, "There is no way I will deploy to
Afghanistan. The occupation is immoral and unjust. It does not make
the American people any safer. It has the opposite effect."

Spc. Agosto's clarity of thought may prove to be as beneficial to the
antiwar movement as the strength of his conviction. Most resisters,
through circumstance or self-preservation, go absent without leave,
or AWOL, to get civilian help or avoid incarceration. Victor is still on base.

"My superiors pretty much want me to go AWOL," he explains. "Going
AWOL allows them to demonize the absent soldier. If you go AWOL, you
lose the ability to defend your resistance. Nobody really knows for
sure why you left, so they can just tell everyone you're a coward."

But no one can call Victor a coward. Not only does he refuse orders
from his superiors almost daily, he has refused conscientious
objector status because it undermines his public critique of the war.
"I'm not a pacifist," explains Victor. "I just won't take part in
another imperialist occupation."
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AGOSTO'S COMPOSUrE, intelligence and reserved humor make him a
formidable fighter. Before he was a model of resistance, he was a
model soldier. In 2008, the army awarded him a medal for good
conduct. He even sympathizes with the sergeants swamped by the
paperwork produced by his resistance. "I have no vendetta against my
superiors," he says. "I just want to be an example for other soldiers."

Victor doesn't refuse all orders, only those aiding the war effort.
He does not refuse orders involving "company beautification," minding
the barracks or sweeping the motor pool line.

But on April 30, Victor told his commander that--"Sir! No, sir!"--he
would not be deploying to Afghanistan. On May 11, he informed his
company commander that he would refuse all orders supporting his
unit's deployment to Afghanistan.

On May 14, Victor refused to do administrative maintenance on trucks
going to Afghanistan. On May 19, when Victor's first sergeant ordered
him to attend SRP (Soldier Readiness Processing) to prepare his
paperwork and receive the preventative medical treatment necessary
for deployment, he refused in front of his entire company.

On May 22, he received his first disciplinary "reading" under Article
15 of the Uniform Code of Military Justice. He was charged with
disobeying orders from a non-commissioned officer and with disrespect
to non-commissioned officers. Victor objects. "The disrespect charge
is totally bogus," he says. "When I called out my first sergeant on
this, he said, 'You disobey my orders, you are disrespecting me.'"

Agosto is well aware that he may be sent to jail any day now. His
refusal presents an obvious--and "unforgivable"--challenge to a
political and military establishment poised for a massive escalation
of the war in Afghanistan. The Democratic Senate has just approved a
$91.3 billion bill backed by Barack Obama to expand the campaign
against Afghanistan. The House has already passed similar
legislation, and the two bills must now be reconciled before Obama
can sign it into law.

"Politicians aren't going to stop this war," says Victor, who
explains that he's not afraid of being punished for refusing to
facilitate the slaughter of civilians. "It can only be stopped at the
grassroots level. Soldiers are the going to be the ones who have to
end it. But community support is crucial. It's difficult to make a
stand in solitude."

Back on base, a platoon sergeant warns Victor to "stay away from his
soldiers." If the higher-ups at Fort Hood seem nervous, it's for good
reason. "People have been supportive," says Victor. "People who
disapprove of what I'm doing haven't mentioned it to me." Victor has
added an update to his Facebook page. While walking around base, a
private asked to shake his hand: "I want you to know that I really
look up to you."

This week, a staff sergeant in the same battalion gave him more than
compliments: he also refused an order to deploy to Afghanistan,
citing Victor as his inspiration.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

GI Resistance Roundup

GI RESISTANCE ROUNDUP

http://www.workers.org/2009/us/gi_resistance_0521/

By Dee Knight
Published May 16, 2009

Army GI refuses to serve in Afghanistan

"There is no way I will deploy to Afghanistan. The occupation is
immoral and unjust. It does not make the American people any safer.
It has the opposite effect," said Army Specialist Victor Agosto, who
has already served one tour in Iraq in almost four years in the Army.
He spoke on May 7 with Alice Embree of "The Rag Blog," publication of
the Austin Movement for a Democratic Society.

Agosto was slated for release at the end of June. But the Army
"stop-lossed" him and ordered him to Afghanistan.

Agosto spoke at Under the Hood, a gathering spot for GIs, families
and friends in Killeen, Texas. "The supportive 'family' I have found
at Under the Hood helped me muster up the courage to resist," he said.

Iraq vets rally against stop-loss at Ft. Lewis

Iraq Veterans led a rally outside Fort Lewis on May 9 to oppose the
stop-loss policy of forcing GIs into multiple combat tours. The
protest occupied the Freedom Bridge on Highway 5 near Fort Lewis.
Michael William, director of Coffee Strong, a center dedicated to
helping GIs, told Workers World that five-to-six-dozen people
marched­some recently demobilized veterans still in
uniform–accompanied by a nine-person marching band.

Fort Lewis, the largest Army base on the West Coast, is slated to
deploy three infantry brigades to Iraq and Afghanistan over the next
four months. Seth Manzel, a Stryker Brigade veteran and director of
the website GIVoice.org, said in a webcast on the site, "We are
standing with soldiers' families ... to rally against the systematic
mistreatment of soldiers ... which maintains Stop-Loss as a backdoor draft."

About 58,300 GIs were stop-lossed between 2002 and 2007, according to
the May 9, 2008, Los Angeles Times. Some 13,000 personnel are
currently stop-lossed. (New York Times, March 13)

Ex-Marine Andrew VanDenBergh added in a May 8 GI Voice article that
"many [GIs] are denied access to the mental and physical health care
they desperately need, and some are sent back into combat completely
untreated."

Cliff Cornell sentenced to 12 months for desertion

A U.S. Army court martial on April 28 at Ft. Stewart, Ga., convicted
28-year-old Specialist Clifford Cornell of desertion and sentenced
him to 12 months in a military jail, reduction in pay-grade to
private, and a "bad conduct" discharge.

Cornell turned himself in at Fort Stewart Feb. 17 after being denied
refugee status in Canada. He left Fort Stewart four years ago when
his artillery unit was ordered to Iraq. He said Army trainers told
him he must shoot any Iraqi who came near his vehicle, and he didn't
want to do it.

Cornell's civilian attorney James Branum told UPI: "The Army is
engaging in overkill in order to make an example of my client. Cliff
is being punished for what he believes. ... Because he spoke out
against the Iraq war, Cliff's sentence is harsher than the punishment
given to 94 percent of deserters who are not penalized but
administratively discharged." (April 29)

Still, Jeff Paterson of Courage To Resist said in an April 29 article
posted on its website that Cornell could have faced five years and a
dishonorable discharge were it not for significant support from
individuals across the country. This support made experienced
civilian legal representation possible.

Paterson is calling for letters to the Fort Stewart Commander
requesting that Cornell's sentence be reduced. These letters will be
collected by Cornell's lawyer Branum and submitted to the military
through the official appeals process. Address letters to COMMANDER,
Fort Stewart and fax to Branum at 866-757-8785. (Please do not send
letters directly to the Commander but fax them directly to Branum.)

Paterson also said: "President Obama should bring all the troops home
now. And he should grant amnesty to Cliff Cornell and hundreds of GIs
who refused to take part in an occupation that has killed untold tens
of thousands of men, women and children."

Case dropped against Lt. Ehren Watada!

Supporters of Lt. Ehren Watada successfully pressed the U.S.
Solicitor General to drop the Army's appeals against Watada, the
first Army officer to refuse to participate in the Iraq War, Courage
to Resist reports.

Watada's attorney, James Lobsenz, told AP that Watada expects to be
released soon from active duty and "plans to return to civilian life
and to attend law school." (May 6)

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

There is No Way I Will Deploy to Afghanistan

GI Victor Agosto : 'There is No Way I Will Deploy to Afghanistan'

http://theragblog.blogspot.com/2009/05/gi-victor-agosto-there-is-no-way-i-will.html

By Alice Embree
07 May 2009

To Victor Agosto, Ft. Hood, Texas:
'You will deploy in support of OEF on or about [XXXXX] with 57th ESB.
This is a direct order from your Company Commander CPT Michael J. Pederson.'

In a photo taken at Under the Hood Café in Killeen, Texas, Victor
Agosto stands soldier tall, flanked by two older women peace
activists from Fort Worth. Victor doesn't talk a lot, but when he
does he reveals a resolve and intelligence that seems far older than
his 23 years.

Victor has served three years and nine months in the U.S. Army,
including one tour in Iraq. His Estimated Termination of Service
(ETS) date was until very recently August 3, 2009. With his
impeccable record and accrued leave, he was slated for release at the
end of June. That date slipped away, apparent victim to the Stop Loss
clause that renders the phrase "voluntary service" meaningless. The
Army has told Specialist (SPC) Victor Agosto that he will be deployed
to Afghanistan. He has told the Army he won't go.

Victor's Facebook page posts the specifics. His Counseling Form dated
May 1st states the Army's position:
"You will deploy in support of OEF on or about [XXXXX] with 57th ESB.
This is a direct order from your Company Commander CPT Michael J. Pederson."

Victor's Session Closing statement is succinct:
"There is no way I will deploy to Afghanistan. The occupation is
immoral and unjust. It does not make the American people any safer.
It has the opposite effect."

Victor has been something of a fixture at Under the Hood. In the
small house turned gathering spot, a free speech zone has been
created for GIs, military families and friends. Coffee, snacks and GI
Rights literature is available.

A large world map featuring U.S. interventions takes up one wall. The
first interventions posted were Iraq and Afghanistan. Gradually, more
countries and dates have been added: Chile, 1973, the CIA-backed
military coup; Guatemala, 1954, the Marine invasion; Iran, 1953, the
CIA-backed overthrow of the democratic government.

Under the Hood is a place where GIs can talk, relax, and think. It is
the thinking that has brought Victor to his decision. In his words,
"The supportive 'family' that I have found at Under the Hood helped
me muster up the courage to resist."
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[Under the Hood Café is a project of the Fort Hood Support Network.
Donations can be made at underthehoodcafe.org.: Rag Blog contributor
Alice Embree is a founder of Austin's original underground paper The
Rag and serves on the Board of the Fort Hood Support Network.]

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