http://www.truthout.org/10230910
23 October 2009
by: Dahr Jamail
If technology has transformed warfare into a spectacle of shock
and awe, its contribution to the cause of dissent has been no less
remarkable. It has enabled solidarities across borders and
facilitated networks and forums dedicated to impartial communication
of ground realities beyond the sanitized projection of mainstream
news. True, technological advances have not brought an end to either
occupation, but it has certainly helped alternative voices and views
to be heard.
During the Vietnam War, over 100 underground newspapers, run by
soldiers themselves, sprouted across the United States. The modern
version of this has taken root within the Internet, largely in the
form of blogs.
Many American soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan have been
confounded by the wall of censorship they confront, jointly
constructed by the military and the corporate media. The Internet
offered them a convenient and powerful channel through which to get
their stories out to the public. Constrained by slow military mail
service from Iraq and Afghanistan, not to mention overt attempts by
superiors to curtail their interaction with journalists, soldiers
have long since taken to blogging, posting photographs and uploading
videos online, all related to their experience of the occupations.
"Fight to Survive," one of the first soldier blogs from Iraq,
had its origin before the bloggers were deployed to the country. The
site's mission statement declares, "The E-4 Mafia was a group of
soldiers deployed in Iraq between January of 2004 and March of 2005.
The posts from this period are an expression of our raw emotions and
thoughts while serving in Operation Iraqi Freedom II. Since being
honorably discharged in the summer of 2005, we've continued to post
additional journal entries, poetry, and reflections from our time
served and our current lives as veterans as we continue our fight to survive."
Garett Reppenhagen, Jeff Englehart, Ben Schrader and Joe Hatcher
were stationed in Germany, where they happened to attend a concert by
a band called Bouncing Souls and befriended its members.
Post-deployment they were desperate to process the grief, violence
and frustration that they were experiencing in Iraq, so they started
pouring their emotions into e-mails to the band members. The Bouncing
Souls, impressed with the e-mails - which included powerful poetry -
began posting them on their own website. In 2004, Hatcher created
"Fight to Survive."
Englehart later told a reporter, "We were opposed to the war
before we went. And we got together and said, 'You know what we
should do? We should write about this shit.'"
Reppenhagen, the first active-duty soldier to have joined Iraq
Veterans Against the War, was pulling a shift at Tower Guard in Fort
Collins, Colorado, when Truthout phoned him. Tower Guard is an action
designed to spread awareness about the occupation of Iraq. Veterans
pull together scaffolding, cover it with camouflage and, donning
their desert gear, take shifts atop the tower - this one twelve feet
high - to maintain a presence where people can ask them questions,
and in response they can provide information.
For him, the motivation for the blog had come from having to
participate in an occupation he didn't believe in. "We were already
against the war before going, and didn't know why we were going, and
it didn't look good. There was no resistance to speak of within the
military. But I found a purpose with the writing. I didn't want to
let my friends down there by not serving, and nobody knew what would
happen if you refused to go out, because nobody had done it yet. So
the blogging began. As a high-school dropout I wasn't a strong
writer," he explains, but I had all these ideas I just couldn't stop,
and writing them down was a huge release.... Having people read them
was therapeutic. This then became my mission, to have people read
about what we were doing. After a while, Joe Hatcher, whom we met in
basic training, created the blog website. This was summer of 2004,
and I'd never heard of a blog earlier. The idea caught on and sparked
something, and as far as I know, ours was the only antiwar blog from
soldiers in Iraq at the time. We used aliases; mine was "heretic" or
"soldier X," Jeff Englehart was "hEkLe," Joe was "Joe Public." We
used these because we were unsure of the consequences of revealing
our identities."
Postings from Iraq on "Fight to Survive" ranged in content from
asking people to sign petitions against stop-loss, to expressing
disbelief at how persistent the military was in trying to get
soldiers to renew their contracts, to posting graffiti and commenting
on it. An entry posted in September 2004 by heretic titled "My
Struggle For Reason" reads:
"Souls, Friends, and Conspirators,
"The temperature dropped to sixty degrees last night while I huddled
in a ditch near Diyala Bridge. The breeze off the river crawled into
my heart and the sudden chill reflects my current mood. I found out
earlier that night that I had been extended an additional two months
on top of my previous stretch. It now appears that I will be in the
service until July, while my original date of release is supposed to
be next month. All this, and my recent two-week taste of the civilian
world on leave, is leaving me empty and detached. It is so much
easier to live in slavery if you had willingly accepted your fate. I
am not sure if my mental fortitude is prepared for a whole extra year
in oppression. And, I still don't have a certain time when I will be
finished with this war.
"Three soldiers in our unit have been hurt in the last four days and
the true number of Army-wide casualties leaving Iraq is unknown. The
figures are much higher than what is reported. We get awards and
medals that are supposed to make us feel proud about our wicked
assignment. We feel privileged when we are given the smallest perk.
Like a dog that is beaten everyday and then thankfully adores it's
owner when he skips a day of punishment. I have more trust with some
of the Iraqi locals than my own command sometimes. I know that my
higher chain of command hates me for my political opinions and my moral views.
"I am called a "faggot pink-o" or a "bleeding heart traitor." It
doesn't take a liberal to realize the moral wrongs involved with this
or any war. Why should I feel ashamed of caring about all of
humanity, even the people that ignorantly hate me? Is wanting a
better standard of living for all the world so negative? In a way,
deeper than sexuality, I love my friends and brothers and for that I
am labeled a deviant of some kind. Does everyone buy into this Arnold
ideal of fear that they are not strong enough, so they have to
over-compensate and become an asshole? I believe that all weapons
should be laid down [by] choice of the individual. It is the same
fear I have of my bigot neighbor that causes Americans to support a
war against a possible US threat. If we are all responsible enough to
handle firearms, is it not sensible to allow countries like Iran and
N. Korea nuclear weapons? If we think these countries are less
responsible than the drunk-driving redneck or the crack-dealing
gangster, I think we need to take a longer look at American society.
Sure, a nuke can destroy the world, but an automatic weapon can kill
my daughter and she is the world to me. I don't believe that taking
away people's rights is the proper step to world peace. However, we
overspend on national defense and cut education when we need to be
more concerned about raising a generation of problem solvers, instead
of mindless warriors.
"So I finally find the drive to get out and try to make a difference
in the world, and I am stuck freezing in a Middle Eastern desert.
What state will the earth be in if I ever escape this combat zone?
What little changes I can make, I do through the networks I have
built up with my close friends. The Bouncing Souls have given us
soldiers a voice and forum to express the hardships and our feelings
on the Iraq occupation. All my friends, some new and some old, listen
and support our efforts and they have my deepest respect and thanks.
I could not survive this in any sane manner without the backing of
all of you. I cannot promise that I will have a positive effect on
current issues that plague our planet, but I can promise I will never
give up, if you never give up on me."
Another moving entry from August 22, 2005, titled "Finding
Closure," posted by Jeff Englehardt (hEkLe) after exiting Iraq, reads in part:
"There is nothing that I feel can alleviate the guilt for being
directly involved with our illegal and immoral occupation of Iraq. I
ask myself from time to time, "Why was I so afraid to resist the
order to go to war? Why didn't I object to the whole damned thing?" I
have been told many times not to be ashamed for my service to this
country, but I can't help a genuine intuition that this war is not
designed to promote freedom and our beautiful American way of life,
but instead only carried out to proliferate Western imperialism and
corporate profits every time a bullet is fired. My guilt is
synonymous with the sentiment that I was indeed on the wrong side of the wire."
--
As the blogging continued, the audience expanded. Radio
personality Randi Rhodes, who at the time brought Air America Radio
its largest audience to date, began reading their dispatches on air.
As was to be expected, the military began to crack down on the
writers. "It was not difficult for them to track what base and unit
the writing was coming from and they were able to narrow it down to
me," says Reppenhagen. "My sniper section leader walked into my room
and asked if I was writing something stupid on the Internet. I
admitted I was posting writings, but whether it was stupid depended
on the readers' views, and he told me to report to the colonel who
wanted to ask me questions about this shit I was writing."
All along, Reppenhagen felt he was leading a dual existence:
"I was living two lives, going outside the wire, but still writing
on the blog, all the time looking over my shoulder. I was afraid of
our e-mails being monitored, and there was a lot of isolation." He
rarely crossed paths with the other members of the E-4 Mafia, and
knew that he would have to deal with the colonel alone. From his
perch on the tower, he recounted, "I did the whole thing, saluting
him, doing the full pivot, and coming to at-ease, and he has a stack
of everything we had written, and copies of personal e-mails I had
written. He asked me if I had written it and I said yes. He told me I
should stop writing, that I was going to be investigated by Military
Intelligence and if found to have violated operational security, I
would be tried for treason. I was scared."
Undeterred, he kept blogging and was soon summoned by the
colonel once again.
"I told him I had a right to continue. They pulled my computers,
tried to limit my access, took me off sniper duty, and put me on
guard duty of Iraqis on base. The last two months were lonely and
difficult for me. I was afraid I would be court-martialed. In the
end, it was determined that nothing I wrote had violated operational
security and that I had committed no treason and, since there were no
rules prohibiting blogging, I had broken no rules either. But I was
continually hazed by my superiors as long as I was there.... They
were constantly looking for ways to trap me. I was made to fill
sandbags and do other menial jobs. However, I was finally awarded an
honorable discharge in May 2005, and gained a lot of respect from
most of my fellow soldiers. Many would give me the peace sign as they
passed me by."
Reppenhagen dove headlong into activism after being discharged.
He took a job with Veterans for America, in Washington, DC, and
volunteered at Walter Reed Army Medical Center. Coming full circle,
Reppenhagen had one of his poems set to music by the Bouncing Souls.
They called it "Letter from Iraq."
In 2007, he moved to Green Mountain Falls, Colorado, and
enrolled in a community college to study to become a history teacher.
He shares his plans: "I continue now to work at helping veterans
get the mental and physical health care they deserve. And I want to
teach history in high school.... One of my dreams is to teach on a
Native American reservation. After coming back from Iraq, I traveled
around a lot, and saw many reservations, and saw this grinding
poverty there similar to what I saw in Iraq, and decided that that is
where I can help the most."
On being discharged, the other E-4 Mafia members also moved to
Colorado: Schrader to Fort Collins, Hatcher to Cascade and Englehart
to Denver. They continue blogging, alongside antiwar activism.
--
Casey J. Porter, a specialist from Austin, Texas, served one
year in Iraq and in fall 2008 was on his second deployment after
having been stop-lossed. His contract ended January 21, 2008, but he
was redeployed on March 9, although diagnosed with PTSD by a civilian
doctor. As he says on a YouTube video, "I am making the best of it by
making short films about what really goes on over here."
A post from him on a blog called "Soldier Voices" reads: "Some
of you might already know me through my films. I am a Stop-Lossed
Soldier currently in Iraq." There is a website for his work:
http://www.youtube.com/caseyjporter."
Porter's films feature raw footage coupled with a compelling
background score. Scenes include mortar attacks against bases,
military personnel running for cover during mortar attacks as
explosions echo in the background, gun battles, destroyed Humvees and
soldiers talking about their low morale. One film, "Area of
Operations," reveals a new weapon of the Iraqi resistance, Lob-Bombs,
which are created by cutting open an oxygen tank and packing it with
ball bearings, screws and bolts as shrapnel before welding it back
together and pressurizing. The film also shows a Lob-Bomb attack that
killed two soldiers, which the Associated Press reported as having
been caused by small-arms fire. Truthout spoke with Porter by
telephone when he was at Forward Operating Base Rustamiyah. He said
there were two versions in the military and corporate media reportage
of the deaths: "One reported it as small-arms fire and the other as
indirect fire. Indirect fire is obviously a very general term, so the
Army can say, 'Oh, it is indirect fire, it's not an accurate weapon.'
But when the public hears of indirect fire, they think some guy is
shooting at you with a machine gun."
There is a clip in the film that has audio recordings from
military radios after the attack. It presents a soldier saying, "The
K.I.A. [killed in action], I can't tell you who they are, they're in
pieces, break ..."
Later in the film, a soldier in Iraq says to the camera, "Would
this country be the way it is right now had we done anything close to
what we promised before we came over? The Humvees we drive, they are
not doing the drive over here as protection ... not even the
slightest. The MRAP [mine resistant, ambush protected] still won't
stop an EFP [explosively formed penetrator]. But it's a big vehicle
and makes a lot of noise and that's what the American people want,
apparently." The camera goes on to show Humvees destroyed by roadside
bombs, then returns to the soldier who says, "I won't be surprised if
they turn this place into a duty station. I mean look at all the
nations that we've liberated. Look at Germany, Korea. I'm pretty sure
at one time somebody thought, 'Hey, we're only going to be here for a
couple of months.'"
Another of Porter's films, "What War Looks Like," shows scenes
of destroyed military hardware. Pictures of blown-up tanks and
Humvees crushed by roadside bombs are seen flashing across the
screen. Other scenes show burnt-out Bradley fighting vehicles atop
transport trucks, decomposed bodies of fighters, and then the names
and photos of "friends we lost," US soldiers killed in Iraq. After
photos of a body being loaded for shipment back to the United States,
the screen goes black as the text reads, "It's not politics, it is
saving soldiers' lives, bring us home now."
Truthout asked Porter what had made him decide to make the films.
He said, "After coming back from my first tour, I was so against
the war that I started speaking out and showing videos I'd made from
footage I'd shot during my first deployment. Then when I got
stop-lossed, I decided I'm not going to be another American who
complains about the situation and then does nothing. Going AWOL
wasn't a realistic option for me, so instead of being complacent
about something I feel is wrong, I decided to make films to show
people what they're not seeing on television, and to show people that
I'm not the only soldier that feels this way. Along with very
realistic combat footage, I showed real threats facing soldiers, some
of the financial traps, and other issues they must deal with during
deployment."
Porter talks of the morale in Iraq being poor and more soldiers
than ever beginning to question the mission. However, he added, "One
thing that disappoints me about American soldiers is the apathy, the
'what can you do?' mentality. But they are more or less speaking
their minds by not reenlisting though they are afraid of the
consequences of actively speaking up. More of them are doing it, but
still not as many as should. The Army seems like such a big giant,
and the threat of, well, if you do this we're going to punish you,
and we own you, and all this and that. Then this gets into soldiers' heads."
--
Iraq war veteran and former Marine Adam Kokesh also maintains a
blog, "Revolutionary Patriot" where he has written about being
assaulted by undercover FBI agents in Washington, DC, about his
thoughts on the Democratic and Republican National Conventions in
2008, and about dealing with PTSD.
Not a shy man, Kokesh did not hesitate to upload onto his blog a
video of his speech during a march in DC, where he is seen exhorting
a boisterous crowd, "The time is now. The threat is clear. The bands
of tyranny are tightening around America. It is our duty to resist!"
Kokesh was part of a team of vets who met with Representative
John Conyers in July 2008 to push Conyers to file Articles of
Impeachment against George W. Bush. In a video of the meeting posted
on his blog, Kokesh used his time at the microphone to tell Conyers,
who was undecided about filing the articles:
"And I get the feeling that what you're doing and what the
Democratic Party is doing is telling this country, as we are being
bled dry by tyrants, that we're just going to be OK. That the only
promises we get from Democrats are Band-Aids over these far deeper
wounds that anyone is willing to admit to publicly. I hear one of the
arguments against impeachment, that it would harm the Democrats in
the upcoming elections. And I hope that you realize, because you
didn't communicate this when I asked you the question, that there are
real consequences to not impeaching that are far, far worse than not
having Democrats in the Congress or Senate, or a Democrat in the
White House. You said you've made thousands of decisions, many of
them very respectable, many of them very courageous. But by your own
admission, it seems that what is holding you back from this one is
your own indecision. You said that I might be surprised by your
plans. You haven't put forth any. And frankly, I'm not surprised."
Aside from blogging, testifying to representatives, leading
marches and getting arrested, Kokesh has participated in Operation
First Casualty (OFC), a tactic of street theater in which vets don
their camouflage and take to the streets of US cities to carry out
public patrols, realistic mock arrests, home raids and tower watches
to raise awareness of the occupation. After an OFC action on March
19, 2007, the fourth anniversary of the invasion, he received an
e-mail from the Marine Corps Mobilization Command that oversees the
Individual Ready Reserve (IRR) to which Kokesh reported.
The e-mail accused him of violating the Uniform Code of Military
Justice (UCMJ) by wearing his uniform during a political event. "I
was like, wait a second, I'm in the IRR, the UCMJ doesn't apply. This
is bullshit." The scathing response that Kokesh sent back is posted
on his blog. It concludes:
"I fail to see how reminding me of my 'obligations and
responsibilities' helps you achieve either of these. It seems that
while accomplishing our mission in Iraq, every corner we turn sends
us further down the spiral, but there is still much that you can do
to bring our fellow Marines home alive.
"So no, I am not replying to your email in order to acknowledge
my understanding of my obligations and responsibilities, but rather
to ask you to please, kindly, go fuck yourself."
In the chain of events that followed, the military threatened to
give him a less than honorable discharge, which would affect his
education benefits, but so far the military has not followed through.
His case was helped by appearing on several major media programs,
including "Good Morning America."
Kokesh thinks the future of GI resistance holds great
possibility for social change. He told Truthout, "It's kind of a
battle for the hearts and minds of the troops between resistance and
obedience. And if the military power structure keeps fucking up and
putting people off, then resistance is going to start winning a lot
more hearts and minds, you know, and we're doing what we can to
further that." Yet he is realistic.
"The forces at play here are far greater than any organization,
bigger even than the military itself. It's social, it's cultural ...
and I think it is great in terms of what we can do to foster a
broader civilian resistance, and develop a culture of questioning
authority.... Whether the GI resistance movement is actually going to
be enough to end the war, I don't think you can consider it in those
absolute terms. We're building pressure. And there are a lot of
forces maintaining pressure to keep the war going. If nothing else,
we need to be a countervailing force to those and, who knows, maybe
that's going to stop the next war."
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